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Friday, April 13th, 2007

Subject:Is it summer yet?
Time:4:05 pm.
Mood: hungry.
god i hate school. seriously. and i hate hate HATE asu. it honestly puts me in a bad mood everytime i have to go there. and my teachers suck. hopefully *crosses fingers* i can start my degree classes in the fall and it should get better. yeah. im almost done with my 3rd year of college and i haven't even started my degree program. thanks gateway!! im cramming like 4 classes this summer, which is gonna suck, but ill be happy to get them out of the way finally. i might take one or two online.

work is pretty good. i actually dont mind having to come to work haha. i always have something to do so it makes time go by fast. and the ladies i work with are quite entertaining, so there's never a dull moment around here. hopefully i can get those online classes so i can work more hours.

living in a cubby for the past 3 months actually hasn't been that bad. not as bad as i thought anyway. im only really ever home to sleep anyway. at the end of this month i get to move downstairs into the master bedroom so im way excited about that. my own space!! not to mention ryan will come see me more, which is always a good thing. speaking of ryan...

he is fantastical!! he's a jerk sometimes, and yeah kinda immature at times, but ive learned to deal with it. i cant even tell you how much he's grown, as a person, since we've been together. after 2 years together he still takes my breath away, still makes my knees weak, and still gives me butterflies in the stomach. i know in my heart he is the one and i cant tell you how exciting that is. i cant wait until we are done with school so i can finally marry that boy!! we are going on our first road trip together this summer. we're going to LA for the 30th anniversary star wars celebration. we are leaving may 25th and coming home may 28th. we will miss the race, but this is a once in a lifetime thing. so we decided to skip the race this year. we are both so excited!!! we've been planning this since like december. our passes should be in the mail soon actually. this thing is gonna be huge. it's a world wide event and we are so excited to be able to be a part of it. 41 more days...
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Sunday, January 21st, 2007

Subject:sheesh. kinda harsh.
Time:11:34 pm.
so i used to have this friend ok. we were really close and then a whole bunch of ish happened between me and her and her dumb boyfriend. so i tried to be the bigger person and apologize for the things that i did wrong thinking maybe she would apologize too. well, of course, i was wrong. she told me she wasnt sorry for anything that she did and that she was glad i was out of her life!! wow. here i am trying to apologize and make things right and all i get back is a long lecture about how im a lousy, selfish friend. am i really a lousy friend??? i hope not :o/
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Friday, December 29th, 2006

Subject:im still alive
Time:6:22 pm.
Mood: hungry.
why does livejournal seem so old school?? haha well anyway. im getting ready to move out again. im excited...but im broke haha. ill be moving into a loft until april and then finally to an actual bedroom. angela is a lifesaver! i was so stressed about finding a place to live. now i just have to find a new job. i hate looking for jobs. i hate interviewing and i hate driving all over creation to look for a job. ive interviewed for 4 jobs in the past month and none of them are willing to work around my school schedule. GAY!! so after i get back from colorado i have to get serious and find a damn job! but until then, i will be snowboarding it up in colorado!! well as long as i can get there haha. i may be stuck in an airport for new years. lets hope not!
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Sunday, November 12th, 2006

Subject:hi from vegas!
Time:6:53 pm.
Mood: thirsty.
yesterday was pretty fun. we got here about 2 in the afternoon, hit the luxor and did some gambling for a while. ryan won 90 bucks at his first pull of the lever of the slot machine! beginner's luck! haha. then we all went and changed in the parking lot for carrot top!! we went back up to the luxor and and hit the buffet. omg we ate so freaking much! well for 20 bucks a plate we kinda had too haha. then we did some more gambling. ryan, terry and uncle donald sat down to play some craps and i walked away cuz the guy working the table was actually carding people so i ran away fast haha. then as we were going up the escalator to wait in line for the carrot top show, we turned around and guess who was right behind us...CARROT TOP himself! it was hard to recognize him because he had a beanie on to hide his hair, but we still noticed him! so we got to the top of the escalator and me and ry got a picture with him and chatted with him for a few minutes. it was awesome! he's a really nice guy. and he's super cute in person!! so we get into the theater and sit through his show. OMG! if you ever get a chance to see carrot top live...GO! it was so freaking funny! i literally almost peed my pants. no joke. and that guy is buff!! sheesh! he came out in this little pair of underwear at the end of the show and he's a got a freaking 8-pack and that sexy v-line. it was very nice to look at haha. so after the show ryan and uncle donald played some poker while me, jodi, and aunt genie went downstairs to play some keno and drink some much needed cocktails! then we finally headed home and fell asleep about 1am! the guys got up early this morning to play golf. the girls stayed at the condo because, well, who wants to sit in a golf cart at 6:30 in the morning when it's about 42 degrees and windy. not me. i dont know what we're doing today. probably more gambling, more drinking, and more eating haha. hope everyone is having a good weekend!
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Sunday, September 3rd, 2006

Time:8:35 am.
Steve Irwin, the crocodile hunter, was killed yesterday in a diving accident. He was stung through the heart by a sting ray :o( poor guy.
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Wednesday, August 30th, 2006

Subject:ah bummer
Time:10:38 pm.
dont you hate it when you find out something about someone and your whole view of them changes and you just cant look at them the same way. man that sucks.
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Saturday, August 19th, 2006

Time:6:42 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.

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Saturday, August 5th, 2006

Time:12:29 am.
do you think there's one person for everyone? or do you think you choose who you want to love?
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Friday, August 4th, 2006

Subject:finally friday!
Time:12:23 am.
Mood: exhausted.
ugh today was the worst day of work ever! i would go into it all, but i am way too tired to type that much. had some mexican food for dinner so that eased a little stress. haha im fat. and i got to see my ryan too. tomorrow is shopping for school supplies. woo! i love pens and pencils!
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Saturday, July 22nd, 2006

Subject:who are these people??
Time:10:11 pm.

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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006

Time:8:20 pm.
Mood: irritated.
ok i really hate stupid people. if you're gonna talk shit about someone and make fun of someone over the internet, at least learn how to spell. i mean, it's bad enough that you don't have the balls to tell someone how you feel to their face, but it's even worse when you're too stupid to know that hole and whole are two different things.
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Monday, July 17th, 2006

Subject:just another manic monday
Time:12:24 am.
Mood: loved.
well today was much better than my weekend. work was...well work. i was actually busy all day. that never happens. most of the time i just sit there or search for something to do. summer vacation is winding down so everyone is coming back from all their vacations and making appointments. oh if anyone needs a good chiropractor, lemme know. i work for a great one! the doctor and lori were hardly even in the office today. but the doctor came back from an errand and surprised me with starbucks! mmm!! then i got to see my ryan!! it's been 10 days! i know that doesnt seem like a lot but it is when you're used to spending every day with each other. plus some shiz went down while i was outta town and was scared that i might not see him for a long time. so when i did today i was just delighted! we went to dinner and then came home and shared about each others vacations last week and this weekend. it was nice. we didnt get to talk much while we were on our vacations. tomorrow i am sleeping in because i was up at o dark early this morning! soooo goodnight! have a great tuesday!
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Friday, July 14th, 2006

Subject:final day
Time:10:49 am.
well yesterday was my last day in d.c. good thing. i had a fun time, but i was definately ready to come home! i missed my bed and my kitties! we checked out of the hotel at 11:30 and our flight didnt leave until 8 so we drove to baltimore and went to the sports legends museum at camden yards...home of the baltimore orioles for those who dont know. that was a neat museum. there was a lot of interactive stuff to do so that was neat. then we walked down the street to the babe ruth museum. it was actually the house he grew up in. it was a pretty small house thats for sure. the flight home pretty muched sucked. i was exhausted and i just wanted to sleep. everytime i layed my head down on the tray table, the lady in front of me would start move around. so i would try to lay up against the window but the lady behind me would start moving around. ugh! so i didnt get any sleep on that 5 hour flight! and i guess there was a huge accident somewhere by the tunnel last night so traffic was backed up everywhere!! perfect timing! but we finally made it home and i got to lay with my kitties and then i just crashed! theres no food in the house so im gonna have to go search for something to eat! bye!!!
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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006

Subject:day 5 and 6
Time:10:03 pm.
ok for those of you who actually read my blogs, sorry i didnt write yesterday. it was a stressful day and by the end of it i was too exhausted to type. so here's what ive done the past two days...

yesterday- we woke up at about 4:30 am again...ugh!... we had a white house tour at 7:15. we walked into the doors and were walking down a long hallway. on one side of the hallway was a wall with pictures down the whole length of it. on the other side it was all windows looking out towards the back lawn of the whitehouse. well we all looked over and noticed the trees and bushes starting blowing around just out of nowhere. all of a sudden, a helicopter lands. and it was pretty much right outside the window. so we keep watching thinking maybe somebody important will walk out and into the copter. well sure enough someone did. none other than the president and mrs. bush. they walked out and turned around and waved to everyone and got on the copter that was taking them to air force one. it was probably the best part of this whole week. i mean how many people get to see the president from inside the white house while hes on the outside. pretty neat if you ask me. then we went on a tour of the capitol. it was the same one i went on the last time i was here so it was kinda boring for me, but my parents really enjoyed it. then we went to the library of congress. again, pretty boring for me because ive already seen it. it was raining though and the steps up to the library are marble...so rain + marble steps + flip flops = ashley falling on her ass down the steps. hahaha it hurt pretty bad but i was able to laugh at myself after the pain subsided.

today- i got to sleep in! finally! today was a pretty easy day. we drove up to mount vernon, the home of george washington. we looked around the property and took a tour of the mansion and saw his tomb. that place was huge!! we were all starving after that and we were craving taco bell. there are no mexican food places here and mexican food is pretty much all we eat. i know taco bell isnt authentic, but it was all we could find! then we drove around to all the monuments to see them lit up at night. i didnt get to do that the last time i was here so that was really neat. i was surprised though to see so many tourists out at like 11pm. but then again it doesnt get dark here until about 9pm so you really do have to wait until that late to see everything lit up. we finally go home tomorrow! im so ready to go back to the dry heat!! we are going to the babe ruth museum tomorrow afternoon before we head to the airport. i didnt even know there was a babe ruth museum. but im a big baseball fan so im excited!
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Monday, July 10th, 2006

Subject:4th day
Time:2:45 pm.
ok im about ready to go home!! sheesh im tired. today we woke up at o dark early...about 4:30 in the am. we had to stand in line for tickets to the museums we went to today and its first come first serve so we had to get there early. the first one was the bureau of printing and engraving...where the infamous green is printed! it was pretty tight. there was a guy just walking around with 400 grand. i would've gladly taken that off his hands for him! i ordered a sheet of $2 bills and my dad bought a sheet of 20 $1 bills to hang in his office. they're pretty neat. so after that we headed over to the holocaust museum. i love that one!! i walked through it the last time i was in d.c. if you ever get the chance to go to washington d.c. dont pass up the holocaust museum. its a must see! we got some lunch at the air and space museum and walked around that for a while. i got some more space food too. then we headed home. its so freaking humid outside. the air is so thick its hard to breath sometimes! i think ill stick to the dry heat thankyouverymuch! i cant wait for tomorrow. its white house day!!! we were lucky enough to get a tour of the white house. after 9/11 they stopped doing public tours, but we were lucky enough to get one. im so excited! it should be grand!
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Sunday, July 9th, 2006

Subject:day three
Time:4:21 pm.
my feet are gonna fall off. for real. we walked a ton today! we drove into the city instead of taking the metro. we stopped at the white house and took some pictures, walked to ford's theater and saw where john wilkes booth shot abe lincoln. that was neat! we walked across the street to the house and the room that he died in. it was really cool. then it was lunch time so we walked to the old post office pavillions. it was the post office from back in the day thats been turned into a mall like thing. it was pretty cool. after lunch we were pretty much dead tired from walking all over the city, so we stopped at starbucks and got some cool drinks for the hike back to the car. we were supposed to go back to the city tonight to see all the monuments lit up but i think we're all pretty much pooped. yes. i just said pooped. so i think we're just gonna stay in tonight. tomorrow will be an exciting day. we're going to the holocaust museum and the bureau of printing and engraving...where they make money!! ca-ching! haha. so have a great night friends!
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Saturday, July 8th, 2006

Subject:day two
Time:5:10 pm.
oh gosh im tired! my feet are killing me! well today we spent most of the afternoon at arlington national cemetary. that was really neat. first we saw JFKs gravesite. then we went to the tomb of the unknown soldier. we got there just in time to see the changing of the gaurd and that was really cool. it was so hot though! well not so much hot as it was humid. but man those soldiers take that stuff seriously. it was tight though. then we stopped at robert e. lee's plantation house. it was a cool place. it looks huge on the outside but the inside is really cramped. but it was still neat. ok so after we left arlington, we headed to the lincoln memorial, the reflecting pool, the vietnam and korean war memorials. there were a lot of people there! but there always are. we headed to union station for some food. we ate at johnny rockets. mmm i love that place!! then we jumped back on the metro and headed back to the hotel. so now im gonna crash. it was a long day!tomorrow we're headed to ford's theater and the international spy museum! fun! goodnight kids!
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Friday, July 7th, 2006

Subject:day one
Time:5:42 pm.
well we just got back from our first day out in d.c. it was great to be back. when i came with school senior year, we didnt have a lot of time to do anything. today we kinda woke up late because we were exhausted from flying all day yesterday. but once we got up and got out the door, we jumped on the metro and headed for the city. we took a tour of the city and got to go around to all the monuments and stuff. after that we decided to go to the musuem of american history. i think thats my favorite museum out of all of them. it took us like 4 hours to get through the whole thing and there were a ton of people! it was fun though. i got some cool elvis stuff and some space food for ryan. i think tomorrow we're going to arlington. im excited about that. i didnt get to see it last time i was here. im gonna eat, shower, and go to sleep!!! ill be back on tomorrow!! :o)
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Friday, June 23rd, 2006

Subject:i've got the blues
Time:12:18 am.
Mood: depressed.
i'm struggling. i'm becoming more depressed. mostly about my weight. i know, i know..."you're not fat". i have gained a bunch of weight though and i dunno why. like all of a sudden my metabolism just decided to hit the brakes. within about a month or month and a half i've jumped up like 3 sizes. none of my clothes fit. i dont know why this is happening. my eating habits haven't changed. but lately i just haven't had any energy whatsoever. that's not normal for me. my whole life i have been very active and i was always doing something. now i barely have the motivation to go outside. i hate it. when i do get outside i just get so tired so easily. not like outta breath tired, but like physically tired. my muscles just dont wanna work that hard anymore and i dunno why. im just tired all the time. i will get 10 or 11 hours of sleep a night and still be exhausted all day the next day and will have to lay down for a nap. uhhh! what's the freaking deal?! i hate this! this weight gain is making me soooo self-concious and i have such low self-esteem now. i just feel ugly all the time and it's making me sad because i've never felt this way before. and the fact that my family members call me fat right to my face, and behind my back, doesn't help the situation either. sheesh.
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Thursday, June 22nd, 2006

Time:12:35 pm.

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